Fashion Peeps =.=

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

I don't know much about fashion. When my cousin asked me about, *Do you know Hana Tajima?* and I was like *Say What????!, what NAJIMA?* My cousin was like OMG You Don't Know Hana Tajima yang buat lilit shawl yang ohsem dan berbeze dari yang lain. Then she showed me the video, *like I care liddat??*Tapi beat it..haku tengok jew.Hewhew..
 Oh, dia ini ke. Yang buat stail macam rambut mengelepet *sorry I don't know how to label the fashion as hihi*

I was interested in shawls since a few pleasant fashion yang it totally covers your aurat be it at the back or in front *covering your chest* and I would like to thank the fashion peeps yang susah-susah nak lilit-membelit the shawls to make it look pleasant enough for you and for me. Heal the world.Nyanyi * heh?* Okay back to business.

And I totallly overwhelmed by these styles that more free hairer *betul ke ni?* would want to wear tudung because they see wow these styles are sooo awesome kalau aku stylekan mesti cantik OMakJoyah! Bagus that it gives people who are free hair new perception and horizon that eventhough you're wrapped, you still can follow the fashion trends. Yahuuu!

But, *hey of course there's buts in everything!* be careful, when you follow this fashion trends, it might lose its true purpose of covering aurah. You might ended being 'riya wa takabbur' or self proclaiming youself like:
*OMJ I look so awesome on this tudung.Mesti orang tak kelip-kelip pandang haku.*
*Haku pakai tudung labuh mesti org ingat haku ohsem.hewhewhew~~*
That perception and opinion runs away from your natural intention of covering your aurat so careful peeps.

And I don't know whether people realise about this or not. You are covering your aurat, that is the real tuntutan in Islam and it's compulsory or WAJIB. What's the point of wearing  if you don't even covering your chest??Like lots and lotsa tudung in the market nowadays, harga beratus-ratus like my mum can buy our whole family baju rayas liddat, but labuhnye cinonet*you understand this rite*nampak dua ketul * you know it la kan*

And there's lots and lotsa iklan and you name it tazkirah bergambar and stuffs being posted in the FB wall and today the concept of the aurat is widespread so you don't give me s*** of not knowing how to cover your aurat well.
In Surah An-Nur, if you know less about it mafhumnya ( you can find the Arabic ayat in Quran, jangan malas!)
Katakanlah ( olehmu wahai Muhammad ) kepada wanita-wanita beriman supaya mereka menundukan pandangan dan menjaga kehormatan diri mereka dan jagan memperlihatkan perhiasan mereka, kecuali apa yang jelas daripada mereka dan hendaklah mereka labuhkan tudung sehingga ke bawah paras dada......

And better stick to one opinion yang takkan berubah dari dahulu tak kira lah fesyen hape yang hengko nak gayakan selagi menepati syariat. That is what I've always hold in my head and in my heart. You cannot say that only bidang 60 and tudung labuh bulat je yang boleh pakai untuk tutp aurat. if you're not confident of wearing it then don't wear it. But, it's the best of the best tudung ever I would say and tahniah pada yang pakai.Alhamdulillah. Hakikatnya, yang sebetul-betulnya adalah yang menutup dada and lebih baiknya depan dan belakang sama labuh.Itu yang terbaik. Tapi kalau nak belit lilit juga, boleh inshaAllah tapi pastikan syariat terjaga, that's all. Cantikkan Islam. Orang aje yang menyusahkannya. Selagi anda hidup bersyariat, inshaAllah, Allah akan memelihara kita dari pandangan nafsu warga-warga di luar sana.

Kan comey cenggini. Akak like banyak-banyak tau. Credit to Tudung People.

Lagi satu, trend sekarang ialah maxi dress wow wow so ohsem like cantik-cantik and menutup aurat/ and so whatever. I'm not being sarcastic but hey you can't help of being one. Kerana sebabnya darlings, yang maxi dress longgar and tak nampakkan your lure body tu takpe, tapi maxi dress yang melekap ikut badan and ketat and bermaterial kain getah sampai nampak bentuk kaki bile jalan *Meh* What are you trying to show actually. Niat nak pakai ala-ala macam jubah ohsem dah ada, tapi think about it again girls. jangan lah sampai nampak bentuk, lurah, gunung dan sebagainya. I dah pehnat tulis ini and I hope the essence is relayed ye. Pakai la hape pun tapi ingat biarlah bersyariat, jangan sebab nak cantik nampak bentuk badan OMG laki tengok mesti beratur belakang haku uolls hengko boleh pakai apa yang hengko suka ya.

Lastly, saya menulis bukan untuk mengutuk fashion2 peeps sekalian, sebab saya pun sukakan muslimah yang OMG ohsemnye die pakai maxi skirt and baju labuh longgar..Sye pun pengikut fashion2 tudung and shawls sekalian, tapi ingat lah biarlah bersyariat. Saya tulis bukan nak kata saya betul or whateverrr but to share the light of the true covering and total coverage for uolls tau and reminder for myself. baik tak i??hewhewhew..bagi sesiapa yang tak rasa confident nak tutup lagi, slowly tapi jangan tak buat terus tau. I sokong you dari belakang tau. InshaAllah doa pada Allah tetapkan hati kita di jalanNya. InshaAllah dia tolong and again you don't have right to choose whether you want to cover your aurat, because you have to and Allah had shown you the way because Islam loves each and everyone of us..So Yeah. It's maghrib already and I have to go MIA. InshaAllah we'll meet again. Wassalam..Peace =))

As usual further reading:
Memilih gaya tudung uolls
Which I think relay the best of what I was going to deliver. so yeah.



 

Talking about beauty.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Siapa yang tak sukakan kecantikan kan? Aku memang suka tapi tak lah sampai aku tak fikir pasal lain-lain hal. Nanti keduniaan sangat pula kan.

Talking about beauty, mostly people recollect it as skin care or cosmetics. Well, I'm not into cosmetics that much but a big YES for skin care. For the past like 10 years (waweh!), I've been searching for the best skin care for my skin, be it expensive or low-cost local brand. You name it. Semua haku pernah cuba and from then on I've been experimenting with a massive number of skin cares.

Cerita sikit la kan macam mana haku boleh suka jaga-jaga kulit ni semua. When I was like 14, I adored one of my besties' skin and I was like, dia pakai apa ni, muka flawless gilus kan, and like putih berseri gituh. Then I knew (of course la because I asked her) that she shared her sister's skin care which was a local brand yang tak mahal pun tapi as it worked best for some people's skin. So she used that and haku yang terpengaruh ni pun, well you know at this age you would want to try like everything.haha. Then haku pun pakai lah, lepas beberapa ketika I was like (What? Kenapa muka aku tak flawless macam kawan aku ni..Jewawat lagi tu!). Then, after then on, my mum keep babbling yang I shouldn't use random skin care like that kan. So, yeah. Muka haku pun from then on jadi macam oily and pimples and you name it..Sedih mak tau...huu.. Enough of that.

And macam-macam la aku gune from then on untuk mengembalikan keremajaan kulit haku ini. Tapi satu pun macam tak jalan sangat and I don't know why. Sampai la bila aku masuk teacher training institute, mak asyik bebel-bebel yang kulit anak kawan dia cantik and stuff and my mum recommended that I use AG 2000. Harga dia memang super expensive at that time and I used to buy this product on my own pulak tu..Like I was so sengkek liddat kan..The first 3 months I used the product and I was like *Wow! Bestnye kulit licin habaq hang and there's no single pimple on my face*. After a while like 6-8 months been using the skin care line, then I realised that there're so many bintik-bintik timbul on my face and I tell you, it's not cool at all and you'll look super ugly. I cannot look at my face in the mirror. Sedih. I don't know what was wrong then because I was not a skin specialist. How on earth did I know what's happening on my skin?? Bintik-bintik tu were actually like bintik minyak and they will not disappear only if you apply on normal anti-acne gel or solution.

I was like *What do I do with my skin OMG!*Banyak kali kot I cried and cried because not because I'm ugly, but because I don't know how to fix my skin. Confidence level pun kurang and if people are looking at me, I was like paranoid they are talking bad about me. So sadistic. =''(
Then, I worked part time in Kumon Centre and nearby ada klinik yang the doctor offers Skin Treatment. I told my mun, *why don't we try this*The fees were very expensive and you'll see like orang kaya-kaya je pergi which I pun cam berlakon jadi orang kaya kan huhuhu =''(
The overall budget yang haku belanjakan adalah jika ditambah tolakkan mahu jatuh miskin haku walaupun bekerja siang dan malam sebagai tukang semak kertas *je* kat Kumon tu..Sangat mahal and apa yang dia tawarkan pada kulit haku adalah ubat jewawat, ubat makan (oral pills) and chemical peeling treatment. Mula2 ok, tapi selepas lama-lama haku peeling kan, my friends and I perasan yang there's a huge uneven skin tone on my face and it was super duper buruk. i thought that was somewhat like panau and I went to pharmacy and dia pun cakap panau. Then, I religiously apply to my face the cream she gave and there's no sign of disappering. I was like OMG.Macam mana ni?Then, I went back to the clinic and showed the doc and she said this was like macam allergy and nanti dia akan hilang. Pffft..Tak hilang pun, lama kelamaan makin jelas nampak on my face was like a world map liddat kan. =''( sad again.

Yeah. This is chemical peeling *scary*

Then, I went to other skin clinic and the doc asked whether I pernah buat apa-apa treatment. Haku mengaku la kan pernah buat peeling and stuff and the doc asked dah berapa kali. I said nearly 3-4 times and the doc said OMG you're allergy to the chemical and advised that I should't do that again because my skin was like total damage. Jerawat tak hilang, tambah satu lagi masalah ada lah. Money were drowning like crazy especially when you go to the skin specialist. After that, my skin was okay again and sometimes the pimples came out juga kan.Tapi takpe la kan, as long as my face is not damaged again.hewhewhew..

There are lots and lots of experience with my skin and you would'nt want to count how much money have my mum and I invested on this. If it didn't work well, seroiusly, it's just a wasting of your money which can be donated to your usrah group pegi suruh buat rehlah belanja-belanja makan semua kan. When I think about it again, I felt restless just to know that how much money i have spent to better skin. And for those yang kulit muka naturally flawless *I'm not kidding. There are person whose faces are flawless eventhough they wear cheapest skincare set ever*, tak payah la nak bazir-bazir to use high-end product. Just wash you face regularly like you're taking wuduk, this might sound cliche, but the one who gives you the NUR on you face is Allah swt. If HE wills it, then you got it. and for those yang kulit tak berapa flawless like me, don't be sad. Just do a lot of revision of your OWN skin and the products you want to use before you decide to buy them. Don't just rush and buy. Think. And those who think chemical peeling is good, then think again, you don't know if your skin can handle the chemical well. This is based on my experience. Even the doctor didn't know sometimes. The best is to use the natural product.

I will share the products that I had used before that I'll think will help you in choosing. InshaAllah. and I'll recommend some of the products and please note that all the products that work, work well for my skin, not for every body because each and every skin is different ye. Till then..InshaAllah we'll meet again.=) Peace!Wassalam.

Tengok. Untungla jadi katun. Takde jewawat pong.

Rage on the profession!

Assalamualaikum wbt..

I've been looking at this blog and I realised one thing. Kerja cikgu senang. Yeah. Memang senang. Senang habis duit, senang sakit tangan, senang sakit bahu, senang marah *heh?* senang macam-macam lagi la kan.

Downsizing people or profession is not cool liddat~

But actually I don't want to make huge fuss over this girl, because if I do that, I would be of the same degree of mind, behaviour and attitude of hers. Let's not bomb her anymore because she had apologised officially. So yeah.

I would not call this profession a professional one because you know, we deal with pupils, children and most of the time people, people! Unlike other profession that I would call professional professions *belit-belit lidah haku* like engineers, accountants and architects and many more.
The people in these professions, would not deal with PEOPLE terus menerus and all the time. So they are different from teachers. Accountants work most of the time with accounts or numbers, engineers with numbers, buildings, sites and you name it. Architects with their creative scrolls of people's dream houses and buildings.

Teachers deal with behaviour, attitude, persons, persona, backgrounds, special needs and cases, different level of acceptance and many more than you will be nearly crazy to just think about it. And people who never or not yet in the profession, I bet you should have more respect to teachers and the profession because you never know or imagine how enormous teachers' sacrifice and kindness to each and everyone of us.

Today is not Teachers' Day and hey! Do we make dua' of our parents on Parents' Day ONLY. Teachers are your second parents and cherish them with your du'a and inshaAllah, Allah will grant you with good rezeki and fortune. Biiznillah..Allahumma Amin.

And those who hate teachers and the profession, please, please and please. never do that ever again. because it is because of your teachers' kindness, that they show you the right way to earn life..And students who hate teachers because they are giving you loads of homework, be happy and redha because the things that you learn now will be a great help for you in the future.

Teachers Rock!!

Further reading that I might think useful and interesting and it genuinely covers all that I wanted to express. Hih *peluh besar*
Aiman Azlan's Guru Tak (Dapat)Buat Kerja

Thus the name Yuchiwon (유치원)

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Yeah, been really hardworking these days (eh?just one day?) and make this post.

Why I choose the name of this blog, Yuchiwon? Bahasa apakah itu. I bet siapa-siapa yang memang hardcore k-pop berdepop mesti tau. Kalau tak tahu jugak baik lupakan minat engko ke arah k-pop dan join usrah sekarang. Heh.

유치원
Yuchiwon ini adalah perkataan Korea yang bermaksud Tadika. Asalnya memilih nama ini adalah kerana ketandusan idea nak pilih nama apa. Kalau nama KalamSuci, PenPatah, PenMerah, AngelWearsPrada(eh?), macam overwhelming kan padahal hengko baru setahun jagung je kan kat blogging world ini. Yeah, I found the answer! Kenapa nama tadika sebab haku memanglah baru-baruan di blogging world ini. Yang ditulis di atas adalah taiko-taiko blogger di Malaysia kecuali KalamSuci - aku pun tak tau kenapa KalamSuci.heh.

Makanya, aku mengharapkan untuk menjadi yang lebih baik dengan kehadiran blog ini dan dari semasa ke semasa berkongsi percambahan idea dan ilmu yang aku tahu kepada kawan-kawan *heh?ade ke*sekalian.

Thus, the name Yuchiwon. Mari sama-sama kita belajar untuk menjadi lebih baik ye! Because good or bad, you yourself choose!

*Ada rancangan Korea kat KBS World yang aku suka ialah TV Kindergarden Funny Funny and I enjoy watching it eventhough budak-budak lagi suka tengok FairlyOddParents.Foine.Foine.

Salam Aidilfitri..Errr..

Assalamualaikum wbt..
Fuh, it's quite a long time that I've seen this blog..Quite a while I supposed..

Alhamdulillah, I have been through a great Ramadhan and a blissful Syawal this year and hey alhamdulillah, Allah still grants me health and strength to write again.

And I might think it's not too late to wish people Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.Maaf Zahir dan Batin.Hikhik.

Been busy with my convocation process. Alhamdulillah. May Allah make the way easier for me while processing  them inshaAllah..

Have a quick raya and try to push yourself harder to Puasa 6. I'm still struggling with my ganti puasa, so inshaAllah if Allah wills it, I'll try to make Syawal as useful as possible. =)

I might not be able to draw this good. So yeah.

Till then, to be better or bad, you yourself choose.

Human Nature

Assalamualaikum.

Human nature. Yes. Human Nature ataupun dalam bahasa melayunye aku pun tak tau nak translate macam mana. Fitrah manusia la kot kalau boleh pon aku nak translate kan.
Tadi aku ada baca blog seorang budak yang baru berusia emm kurang lebih 18 tahun. Masa 18 tahun ni aku rasa aku la paling hingusan sekali, aku la paling tak tinggi ilmu and aku lah orang yang takut-takut nak buka pintu kalau ada orang bagi salam kat luar rumah. Ehem. Tapi pada pengamatan aku yang macam tua tak tua, muda tak muda ni kan, budak yang berusia 18 tahun mampu mengolah tulisan mereka sendiri dengan cara aku sendiri tak jangka. Tahap kematangan mereka sudah tak sama lagi dengan tahap kematangan aku. Mungkin. Tapi bukan itu perkara yang aku nak ulas. Eheh. Ustaz-ustaz kata mukaddimah. Tak bley blah.

Yang aku nak tulis sebenarnya perkara lain. Aku nak cakap pasal fitrah manusia la. Fitrah manusia ni semua orang dah tau sukakan kebaikan. Ahah. Berhenti di situ. Tak kurang juga aku. Nak juga pada kebaikan. Nak juga suami baik. Eh. Aku manusia biasa yang biasa-biasa la..Yang korang ada, aku ada la kan. Alhamdulillah pada Allah Maha Kuasa, aku tak memiliki kecacatan anggota.. Get to the point please. Ok sorry. Aku rasa jelous sebenarnya pada orang yang boleh retain mereka punya keimanan. Macam aku, Alhamdulillah semasa berada di kampus dan berada di kalangan orang yang ke arah kebaikan, aku turut sama merasakan kemanisan tersebut. Alhamdulillah. Jadi, semasa aku bercuti ini, aku tak tau dan tak pasti cara-cara nak "retain"kan keimanan aku. Dulu aku ada sahabat-sahabat yang mengingatkan. Alhamdulillah, aku ada surau untuk aku terus aktif berjemaah. Benarlah kata-kata setengah orang, jika kita tidak mencari tarbiyyah, maka kita akan terus ditarbiyyah oleh jahiliyyah yang mendepakan tangannya ke arah manusia. Dan aku tak terkecuali.

Bukanlah aku membuka pekung di dada, kerana Allah tidak menyukai hanbaNya yang membuka kesalahannya kepada manusia lainnya, tapi ini adalah coretan supaya orang-orang lain tidak merasakan peritnya ditinggalkan dakwah. Jadi, untuk itu, aku terus berusaha, berusaha untuk menaikkan keimanan diri aku yang aku rasakan sudah semakin luntur, macam clorox meluntur baju sekolahku dulu. Kalau tarbiyyah Islamiyyah adalah Clorox untuk baju putih yang menjadikan baju tersebut semakin putih, maka "tarbiyyah jahiliyyah" adalah Clorox yang melunturkan pakaian yang berwarna-warni menjadi kusam dan tiada serinya. Paham-pahamlah sendiri. Sekian, doakan aku untuk terus istiqamah untuk maintain keimanan aku.Yosh!! Wallahua'lam. To be bad or worse, you choose, To be good or better, You lead the way.

Further readings:
Tips untuk berhenti lagha dan maksiat
Tenaga Yang Terganggu

I Need Motivation

Assalamualaikum..

Aku adalah seorang yang sangat senang untuk rasa demotivated. Kenapa? Entah, aku pun tak tau..Padahal aku adalah pengikut tegar usrah dan seperti yang orang ramai tau, usrah ini adalah medan pada orang yang suka untuk memotivasikan diri sendiri dan orang lain. Bila aku tengok sahabat-sahabat seusrah, hatta adik-adik punya blog sekalipun, MasyaAllah, aku sampai putus asa nak tulis blog. Ironi. Tapi aku tulis juga blog. Booo.

Hakikatnya, manusia ini memang memerlukan motivasi pun dan aku tak salahkan diri aku kerana sering rasa demotivated. Dalam buku yang aku pernah baca, Encouragement Changes Everything by John C. Maxwell, Truett Cathey cakap "How do you identify someone who needs encouragement? That person is breathing" and yeah I am still breathing Alhamdulillah and that means, I really need motivation right here right now. Untuk tulis blog ni pun, aku terpaksa bertarung dengan diri sendiri yang tidak ada bakat menulis yang awesome seperti Hlovate ataupun Hilal Asyraf, tapi untuk memperbaiki diri aku sendiri, I came up with this idea walaupun aku tau, macam takde orang yang akan baca kan. Aku anggap ini adalah sebagai token untuk aku dalam pelayaran dah habis belajar ini.

Aku sebenarnya tengah bersedia untuk menghadiri satu kursus yang akan diadakan tak lama lagi. Mahupun begitu, aku mesti membuat pembacaan wajib yang memerlukan diri aku menghempas pulas tulang empat kerat ini untuk menghabiskan pembacaan tersebut. Tak cukup dengan itu, aku di'mesti'kan untuk membuat assignment selaras dengan persediaan menghadiri kursus. Jadi, aku memerlukan motivasi untuk membaca dan mengarang essay aku dengan sebaik mungkin. Ya, kerana aku kekurangan motivasi, maka dengan itulah aku telah membuang masa yang sepatutnya aku hargai. =.=

Jawapannya.
Kerana aku leka. Kerana aku lupa. Kerana aku alpa.
Ya, betul.Jawapan diatas semuanya benar dan tidak tipu.
Aku lupa bahawa Allah swt telah turunkan mukjizat yang aging kepada sekalian manusia untuk rujukan dan sejurus itulah aku yang terlupa dan tersesat seketika ini gagal untuk membuat muhasabah atas apa yang aku perbuat. Maka besarlah murka Allah.
Di dalam Al-Quran sendiri ada dinyatakan selok-belok motivasi dan bagaimana untuk memperoleh sesuatu dengan berbuat sesuatu. Jika kita buka Surah As-Soff, banyak pengajaran mengenai motivasi boleh kita dapat. Mungkin tidak bertepatan setepat-tepatnya mengenai motivasi, tapi jika kita renungkan, ia boleh membantu.
Buka tafsir Surah As-Saff ayat 10-11, maksudnya:
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Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Mahukah Aku tunjukkan sesuatu perniagaan yang boleh menyelamatkan kamu dari azab seksa yang tidak terperi sakitnya?
[11]
Iaitu, kamu beriman kepada Allah dan rasulNya, serta kamu berjuang membela dan menegakkan ugama Allah dengan harta benda dan diri kamu; yang demikian itulah yang lebih baik bagi kamu, jika kamu hendak mengetahui (hakikat yang sebenarnya). 

Motivasinya ialah: Mahukah Aku tunjukkan sesuatu perniagaan yang (menguntungkan) yang boleh selamatkan kamu dari azab seksa. Ini adalah pernyataan 'offer'. Offer adalah satu motivasi. Yeah, contoh. kalau kamu dapat tawaran belajar kat oversea, itu kan satu motivasi. Kan? Kan?


 Jadi ayat kesebelas merupakan jawapan kepada bagaimana kamu nak mencapai sesuatu offer tersebut. Betul? Kalau dah dapat offer, mesti kena interview kan?Maka, kamu kena bersedia dengan wang ringgit, tambang bas nak ke tempat interview, duit makan bla...bla...nak beli komik sementara dalam bas..bla...bla...Macam-macam kena buat. Macam tu la perumpamaan dia. Walaupun macam tak kool sangat kan. Tak pela. Novice kan. Biasalah tu.


Waa.panjangnya entry ini. Rasa-rasanya aku pun dah tau nak buat apa kan. Jadi, untuk catchprase aku
Good or Better, Bad or Worse, You Choose.